Some time, no post. A lot has happened since school let out. It's been a ridiculous deluge of emotions and events. I know I have worked extremely hard over the past month or so on my path to become completely contended with myself but sometimes I look in the mirror and have very little satisfaction. I'm fearful of losing my will power and over this summer. I just have to realize that it's important to be confident in myself and my success so far.
I know my family loves and supports me no matter what, but those people can eat! They eat the WORST kinds of food at WORST times of the day. Kenny and Rebecca now have a kegerator. How destructive is that!! I know, I should have more willpower, but I just can't resist beer! Beer is too delicious! I ran 4 miles 4 days that week and it felt amazing. I never thought I'd be able to run that far. It was one of the best feelings EVER. I'm so excited to see the rest of my body take shape. My arms are starting to look RIPPED and my legs are looking lean and muscular. Sue keeps telling me that if I keep on a correct diet, it will shred the fat and my muscles will all be there when the fat is gone. Maybe I'm being impatient....BUT I JUST WANT IT SO BAD.
Reinventing myself has been one of the best things I have ever done. I am hoping that as my body changes my mentality will keep changing as well. I've done so much thinking over the past month and I'm starting to realize how important it is to have faith in yourself. I just have to keep on the same path. And go day by day. Just one day at a time.
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