Tuesday, June 11, 2013

The Queen of California is stepping down.

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!!

The thing that I am MOST excited about is the fact that in two months I'll be back in school with a completely new outlook, lifestyle, and with tons of new ideas and plans. I probably won't do much "working" over the summer, BUT I will be starting next year in a completely different place than I started this past school year. The check out process is tedious to say the least. But it is thrilling to know how clean my rooms will be when I get back in July.

I have a feeling that this summer will be a new adventure. I registered for my first Triathlon. It's a sprint, so it is a good introduction into the race scene. It's a 400M swim, 11 mile bike, and 3 mile run. I am SO excited to do the training for this event!!! I have come so far in the past few months. I have lost 42 pounds and have lost 24+ inches from all over my body. It's really incredible to watch my body mold into this completely different form. I know that the path I am currently is absolutely headed in the right direction. It's taken me 24 years to finally fall into myself. It was all kind of an accident...I didn't plan for any of what is happening to me. I did plan, however, to be overweight for my entire life and completely dissatisfied with my appearance. Now, don't get me wrong, you should love yourself no matter what your size. But for some of us, we need to make a drastic change to REALLY fall in love. And the things that I have been seeing, I'm finally learning what true love is! I know, it's super cheesy, but it's all true. I am falling in love with myself. And you know, it's truly an remarkable feeling.

We all struggle at some point in our lives but that struggle helps you appreciate how beautiful life can be. If we didn't have to suffer and experience pain, what would we be? Virtually empty. Those moments of despair are necessary so that we all can keep feeling. There are still so many experiences out there for me to have and I am so excited to discover the rest of my life. 

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